Daily Entry: June 27th, 2020

Timeblock

Time (PST) Plan Reality
0000 SLEEP
0030 SLEEP
0100 SLEEP
0130 SLEEP
0200 SLEEP
0230 SLEEP
0300 SLEEP
0330 SLEEP
0400 SLEEP
0430 SLEEP
0500 SLEEP
0530 SLEEP
0600 SLEEP
0630 Making lattes and breakfast
0700 Meditation
0730 Reading: Why I'm No Longer Talking (to White People) About Race and Eating breakfast
0800 Morning routine
0830 Spaced-repetition
0900 Grocery shopping
0930 Grocery shopping
1000 Grocery shopping Shower/maintenance
1030 Buffer Diary
1100 Cooking block Maintenance: Notion Tasks
1130 Cooking block
1200 Lunch
1230 NAP
1300 Buffer Hanging out
1330 Maintenance: Notion Tasks Exploring places to live
1400 Weekly Review
1430 Weekly Review
1500 Monthly Review Music with wife
1530 Buffer Music with wife
1600 Stretching
1630 Stretching
1700 Cooking block TV: K-On!
1730 Cooking block TV: K-On!
1800 Buffer TV: Harley Quinn
1830 Music with wife TV: YouTube Overwatch
1900 Side-projects Talk with friend
1930 Hanging out Talk with friend
2000 Hanging out Talk with friend
2030 Winding down Talk with friend
2100 SLEEP Winding down
2130 SLEEP
2200 SLEEP
2230 SLEEP
2300 SLEEP
2330 SLEEP

Dream

Dreamt that I was visiting my aunt with the wife. My cousin, the wife, and I wanted to go to this water park, but the wife and I kept delaying it until it was too late to go (we'd get there after it closed).

There were other parts of the dream but I don't remember them very well.

Meditation (Day 23)

23 days into meditation and I need it in the morning more than I ever needed coffee.

Been thinking a lot about making a "Introduction to Meditation by a Beginner". Maybe I'll do some thinking on that soon.

Entertainment

New entertainment habits are sticking so far. Watched a bit of K-On! during alone-time (didn't finish the episode, but that's fine). Skipped reading an article yesterday, but that's fine. Had to return the Doors of Perception yesterday, and this morning started reading Why I'm No Longer Talking to White People About Race.

I only have it for a day before I have to return it, so I'm just verifying I want to put it on hold again (I do).

Weekly Review!

Might not really write much here, but wanted to note outside of timeblock that I was doing the weekly review.

Ah, yes, my theme: "practice intentionality". Meditation is a key part of this theme, actually. I think I shall maintain this theme for a while. Not sure what my next theme will be.

Empty My Head

I think I'm doing a pretty good job about writing things I want to keep around down in my notion. Meditation has been pretty good here. My mind isn't getting as cluttered, and things that keep coming back get written down. And also my use of my system is such that I do eventually process things (hopefully that trend continues).

Meditation: Progress towards Awakening

The tenth and final stage in The Mind Illuminated is "Awakening" (often translated as "Enlightenment"). I wanted to track my progress on the stage level each week. I believe I have "mastered" stage 3. Even if the breath isn't the object of attention, it stays in awareness, and is often the thing that tells me I have been grossly distracted.

Often, I am in stage 4, wherein introspective awareness keeps distractions from directing my attention, but often the vigilance fails. Stage 5 is something I attempt once per session, though I am unsure if I'm doing it too soon. I have not really felt strong dullness during a morning meditation.