Daily Entry: June 29th, 2020

Timeblock

Time (PST) Plan Reality
0000 SLEEP
0030 SLEEP
0100 SLEEP
0130 SLEEP
0200 SLEEP
0230 SLEEP
0300 SLEEP
0330 SLEEP
0400 SLEEP
0430 SLEEP
0500 SLEEP
0530 SLEEP
0600 SLEEP
0630 Making lattes and breakfast SLEEP
0700 Meditation Making lattes and breakfast
0730 Reading: Hold Me Tight Meditation
0800 Morning routine Reading and Eating breakfast
0830 Spaced-repetition Hanging out
0900 Stretching Morning routine
0930 Meeting: Mixpanel meditation
1000 Spaced-repetition
1030 Maintenance: Notion Tasks
1100 Work: Notion Tasks
1130 Work: Data Classification Tasks Cleaning/cooking
1200 Lunch
1230 TV: John Oliver
1300 NAP
1330 Work: Data Classification Tasks
1400 Meeting: Admin Weekly Sync Work: Data Classification Tasks
1430 Buffer Work: Data Classification Tasks
1500 Buffer Work: Data Classification Tasks
1530 Meeting: Therapist appointment
1600 Meeting: Therapist appointment
1630 Stretching
1700 Cooking: Fried soy curls Stretching
1730 Cooking: Fried soy curls
1800 Buffer TV: YouTube
1830 Music with wife TV: F is for Family
1900 Gaming: SSBM Cleaning/Hanging out
1930 Hanging out Shower/maintenance
2000 Hanging out Gaming: SSBM
2030 Winding down
2100 SLEEP
2130 SLEEP
2200 SLEEP
2230 SLEEP
2300 SLEEP
2330 SLEEP

Entertainment

The planned entertainment today is:

  • Book: Hold Me Tight
  • Lunch TV with wife: John Oliver
  • TV by myself: not planned but if possible will watch K-On!
  • Article: Premortems (Twitter thread)
  • Evening TV with wife: probably Twilight Zone

I've already read some Hold Me Tight this morning. Not really entertainment, per se, but is something I do for myself. Same goes for article reading.

Meditation (Day 25)

This morning's meditation was pretty solid. I was at peace not looking at the timer on my watch. My leg flexibility is also notably increasing. Which I think is why my legs did not lose circulation today. The zafu also helped, but losing circulation still happened with zafu.

I have recently been reintroduced to the concept of flow, and because I'm addicted to meditation, my mind wanted to connect the two. The practice of meditation feels like learning to induce flow, I think. The properties of flow sound a lot like what you're doing in meditation:

  1. intense focus on the present
  2. the past and the future are not concerns
  3. free from distractions
  4. don't care about what other people think
  5. rewarding to the point of inducing intrinsic motivation

(I have added the conditions of flow to my anki)

The first three are what you're training your mind to do. Number 4 is unimportant to meditation, but is an aspect of it. And number 5 is how you maintain the habit of meditation.

I am finding that meditation is unlocking the ability to enter flow on the object of my attention. I think. It is limited in scope, but I can get I think an hour of flow on a given thing in a day (work is obviously my main focus right now).

I think I can do 1 hour per given thing in a day, maybe, as long as the different things are significantly different. For instance, I believe I enter flow when doing music stuff with my wife. I may also be entering flow with spaced-repetion now (I have noticed it has gone from taking up 30 minutes to taking up a little over 15 minutes).

This is partly related to my hypothesis for why meditation has improved my energy levels throughout the day. A focused mind spends energy only on what it is focusing on. A scattered mind seeps energy from all of its resources, zapping energy. It is similar in result to what The Mind Illuminated defined as dullness ("scattered attention seeping into the void, zapping energy").