Okay, full week of work back with the more effective "maintenance-first" setup. Let's get some work done this week!
Dream
Have a lot of dream journal stuff written down, but spent more time on entertainment than I should've, and want to keep good sleep hygiene, so I'll digitize it tomorrow.
Intention (2250 the night before)
Well-rested.... Might be a good dreaming night. Going to really set the WBTS and WILD intentions tonight. Even setting a 0400 alarm.
I liked my jotted down compromise notes this morning. Really feels like cementing a habit. Gives me a thread to a mostly forgotten fabric.
Let's have some dream strawberry donuts.
Cosplaying Superheroes
I am cosplaying Link. I join a superhero group consisting of people cosplaying video game characters. At one point I pass a person cosplaying Twilight Princess Link in the Zora tunic.
I make friends with a fellow newbie. I get fired or quit my job. I discuss with newbie what he wants. He wants to be a YouTuber. I laugh, but explain I'm not putting him down. "I respect it." I have faxed my resume over to some government contractor company.
Wake (logged at 0735 this morning)
Remembered a pretty interesting dream. Slept through WBTS alarm. Still pretty tired, I guess.
Pre-nap (1350)
I think I'll go with what I did during yesterday's nap. I like the "focus on work" naps, but I think I need more... nap experience before I do them each workday (think I'll still do them once a week, though).
Post-nap (1415)
I recite my intentions. Getting to "I will incubate a dream about strawberry donuts," I decide to do just that. I visualize making the donuts. Ideas come to me. Filling the donuts with jam. Other fruits. Grape frosting? Maple frosting? Long Johns? Starting a cafe a long, long time from now (for fun, wouldn't expect it to even break even).
Some other thinking comes to me. Politics. Ballots. I return to donuts. My body is very relaxed. A bit of hypnagogic vision seeps in. I try to see a donut. Almost feel I can.
I feel some aches melt away. I embrace dullness. More donut thinking.
Eventually, I decide to get up. No conscious reflection while laying down. Straight to notebook.
Meditation (Day 123)
Intentions for the day:
- Stay in posture part of prep until you're prepared to set the intention to stay still
- Stage 4 intention (vigilance on keeping introspective awareness continuous)
- Fall back to stage 3 if necessary
- Note where the breath was when you label a distraction (attention, awareness, or forgotten)
- Try to catch a distraction as it enters awareness and/or attention
- Body-scan (one time) when few distractions and when focus not as vivid as could be
Post-Meditation
Return of the body scan! Decided it's good when I notice that my focus not as vivid as it could be.
Experimental
I think I'm trying out an old schedule for a bit. Mainly, want to get meditation done before work begins. Felt really powerful today, will continue it tomorrow.
General Thinking
Haven't missed a day reading in a while, but again, will prioritize sleep hygiene today. Already going to bed later than I want, but I have to get some strteches in, at least.
Eh, will get at least ten minutes of reading in, after all. Dream stuff still will be digitized from notebook tomorrow.